i love the feeling of being
able to hide from you all day.

since the very start
watching your games
has always been a torture to me
i still panick at every bad shot.
screw this shit.
i cant stand watching you
walking away with a face of
disappointment.
each time, i'll have the urge to walk
up to you and say that its alright
stop looking so upset wont you?
cant you see that its making things
more difficult for me?
only when i know that
you're safe and happy than
can i walk away and not look back.

STOP FEELING UPSET
START BEING HAPPY
cause its killing me to know that
i cant be there for you any more
when you're feeling down.
FUCK.
at least pretend to be happy
when im around. pleaseeee.



/just when im beginning to move on.